here and now not lion but baloon

okay. i admitt it. i've got a broken heart. by a person that knew me long enough to at least have the ability to think of what was going to happen next. i admitt it. my heart was broken. and i never realise, even now, whether it has already been healed or not. I don't know. sometimes i looked back to the moments where he showed his affection. sometimes i looked through what's in front of me. thoughts squeezing and emerging. a lot of things awirling like a tornado. all at once.

my life. right now. not a good state. not a good balance. not on a good platform. it's floating. and the contents beneath it keeps on changing. phase to phase. it's a rambling thought about here and now. life is not all about him. life is not all about chemistry between two opposites. but love makes you happy. and this one i feel right now. it feels so calm. so tamed. it isn't like lion capturing the prey. it is more likely to be assumed as a baloon floating in the sky. going way up high. driven by the wind. whereever it goes, it still is going up.