depressed

so why everything got out of boundaries?
Is that why things are meant to be broken?
Rules are made to be broken?
Do these explain the way things got out of line?

Why can't at least once I do right thing?
Why can't at least once I end up feeling splendid?
Why can't at least once I make no mistake?
Why can't at least once I blame you?

But it always ended up having all fingers pointed at me. And I sould carry all this flaws with me til death comes to greet me. No holes, No flaws, No mistakes, are No human. No death No human.
And hearts are to be broken..

And what's going on with me?