there is a 'bubar' V'04

there is a 'bubar' MGG

there is a lot of work to do

the thoughts of:

meeting chatting and hugging old friends

meeting MGG fellas

and.. floor plan, windows, doors, all those openings, roofs...

and i should choose

so i'll go for the last one

the very important one

the one that'll affect my 8 credits study here in architecture.

so long my friends.. see you next time.

slumber party

slumber party..
everyone's been talking bout that.. oh, how i wish i could do that such thing now
and movies.. what about watching movies together? having fun and letting the thought of works go just for a while.. having fun.. relax.

useless post..useless comment?

isn't it funny when you staring at you PC and all you want is to update your blog with new posts but the fact is that you don't have anything to share.. so what should i tell you know? i don't think i can share things now...but this useless posts.. atleast i updated it just now... so won't you give a comment? even useless comment as well.. it's okay to me..

useless post..useless comment?

isn't it funny when you staring at you PC and all you want is to update your blog with new posts but the fact is that you don't have anything to share.. so what should i tell you know? i don't think i can share things now...but this useless posts.. atleast i updated it just now... so won't you give a comment? even useless comment as well.. it's okay to me..

.unacceptable condition.

what happen with me?
why do those thoughts come back to me?
that heart-shrienking feeling?
that hope....but then.. that impossiblity...

back then
when I stepped out of it
I thought I could get over it
when I decided to move on
I thought I could hold on

suddenly out of nowhere
how unexplainable so unpredictable
I feel that butterfly in my stomach
so, so.. unbelievable..

I tried to pretend
my life as a skycrapper
as a boat sailing in the sea
as a turtle struggling in the desert

I was
wishing for the wind to blow softer
wishing for the sea to be more tame
wishing for the sand to spill fresh water
but it's the life that I can't blame

now I don't know what to do
wish it wasn't you...

'like i care!'

if only i can say that
and if i can even think of it
but not in reality
not in my life

my blood races through my vains
it makes me feel that knock on my head
makes me feel that headache
ensure me that i'm not okay

i can't count on my nose
to keep me breathing smoothly
i can't count on my eyes
to keep me awake and focused

all that i can say is
what's best for you
is best for me
and i'll be with you till the end of time

and i will be better for you
coz i won't let you down again
i won't let myself regret
i'll fight for you i'll fight with you

-it hurts-

Uhh...UTS..ayo semuanya belajar! bentar lagi UTS, loh.... [ehehe..sok2 rajin gtu...] gapapalah, ya.. yang penting kan ngasi support ke yg lain biar belajar!..k?

helpless..

semua itu dateng gitu aja.. harapan-harapan itu dateng, terus, sekarang pergi gitu aja dan meninggalkan gwa dalam ketidakpastian, kebingungan, keresahan, kesunyian....left alone in solitude.

gwa yang dulu cuek,sekarang dicuekin
gwa yang dulu ga gitu mikirin, sekarang mikirin
gwa yang dulu senang, sekarang sedih
all by myself thinking how to get out of it

itu semua karena adanya harapan-harapan itu. sekarang, emang ga sepantasnya gwa meminta lebih karena gwa emang ga pernah dikasi apapun kecuali harapan yang ga pasti. semua ketidakpastian yang membuat gwa suntuk... i'm too tired of this game--of hoping for someone to rescue me--.

blog baru?

akhirnya...lucu juga blog yg gw bqn.. hohoho after struglin for hours in front of this monitor... made my neck stiff!

so? what d u think of this one? i like it much much better than the previous one..

wahahahaha.. senangnyaaaaa blog gw emang lucu..emang lucu, kan???hohoho XP

again n again strugglin on this blog.. redesign it.. make it less better? noo.. hope it could be much better... =D