die Bibliothek

Here's the thing that's been accompanying me the whole time.
I live in Lemgo. I'd say a village, only that the village has supermarets and university. Ah well, maybe not really a village short to say.

Where am I studying? In Detmold. It's another city nearby. Just 30 minutes on a bus ride. Still, even though it's only half an hour, I have to walk far enough from the station to my University. Plus I have to fix my time with the bus schedule which i find not flexible at all. That's why I couldn't just go lemgo-detmold as if I had a car. And that leads me to spending my time at the Library while waiting for my german class on the pretty much night time.
I don't know whether I'm being useful staying at the library or just...I don't know...
Anyway, I guess my roommate just freaked out because she just saw a face lightened up in the middle of the niht when everything's black..LOL..*my face was lightened of course by this phone i'm using*

just so you know

I know it, you know it as well
no need to say it, but i'm going to anyway
I miss you, you know that
well I didn't say I want to go back
It's just hard to put another box
put it on the corner and get it locked
I know I'll get through this one day
I did it in the past so it's gonna be done someday
Clueless of what may come
I can only focus on what I should overcome
That's why we have this brain
filing the memories eventhough in pain,
just so you know.

when will I start?

I said I wanted to do this
I said I wanted to do that
too much this and that
ended up doing nothing
just thinking
thinking bout too many things to do
just thinking
yea, stupid..

so.. when will I start doing something??

when??

ready.. set.. go!

beli baju baru buat kerja.. hwihihi... im employed!

paper: senin

proposal: selasa

kerja: senin

dokter: selasa

karaoke: ...

nonton: ...

ngopi: ...

ready.. set.. go!

hari ini

Apa ajeng yang tambah semakin lemah, atau memang masalah belakangan ini selalu menumpuk?

Mungkin memang ajeng semakin lemah..

Hari ini,

Biro arsitek yang saya dapatkan (P.T. Penta) hanya mengijinkan saya untuk bisa KP selama 3 bulan. 2 bulan full time masuk tanpa izin dan pada bulan ke-3 saya boleh bolong-bolong. Tetap saja, saya sangat merasa tidak aman. Saya takut proposal saya bermasalah lagi untuk TA depan. Saya bingung. Ajeng bingung.

Ingin cerita, tinggal tersisa Bang Dory.. hehe.. Ibu pusing mikirin kerjaan, dino jarang cerita, ayah di Padang, teman2 sibuk TA, ada juga yang sibuk magang di Urbane.

Setidaknya, barusan dino memberi satu piring Ring-O. Makasih..

Kemarin,

Ketika saya sangat terpuruk, saya hanya bisa sendiri, saya tidak mau merepotkan orang lain, ya, karena alasan yang sudah saya bilang tadi.


Esok,

Saya ingin berharap langit esok cerah, tak berawan, tak ada hujan, petir apalagi badai.

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Berhubung yang tau ini cuma sedikit dan sedikit itu pun tidak pernah berkunjung kemari, jadi kita beberkan saja semuanya disini.. mereka juga gakan tau kalo blog ini dipake lagi.. hahaha...

Jadi, setelah setaun gw memandangi makhluk ini akhirnya kenal juga! Ya, ga setaun juga si.. beberapa bulan almost a year lah.. Iya, trus, abis kenal langsung gw add deh d fs.. trus.. langsung gw kasi testi pula!! aduhh, bodoh kali ya? kapan gw bisa jadi perempuan biasa kalo tiap kali bergerak begitu agresif? ahh, tau.. cuek aja.. itu kan yang hati gw pengen lakuin... dan gw percaya ma hati gw. Hhhh, jadi deg-degan.. takut kalo ketemu.. kemaren aja pas ketemu muka gw langsung merah.. akhirnya cuma senyum2an doang!. Anjrit!! Tai lo, jeng.. kaya gitu doang.. kampung. hahahaha.. uda ah.. malu..

Terus, sayembara yaudah babay.. dan setelah melihat karya orang laen.. seperti Pa Apep.. huahuahuaaaa..hahahaha.. untung ga ngabisin duit buat nyetak, ga ngabisin duit buat maketin.. hahahaha..... Aduh2... Namanya sih pembelajaran.. hahaha.. Tapi kok pembelajarannya 250rebu ya?

Mampus, ada temen dino.. blom pake baju sepantasnya. *gw baru bangun tidur* ngerti kan para perempuan?