yeye..

"I'm a super girl!", that's my current shout out on friendster. But is that really what I feel like? I mean, feeling like I'm a super girl? I don't know actually. Sometimes we ought to say things to make ourselves believe the things that we thought were wrong but instead it might be right. You know, that sort of things.

I feel like eating cheese now.. I have mozarella and cherry tomatoes but no olive oil.. too bad.. aaahh..

by the time we have nothing to do

ada yang seneng gambar2? baru menemukan situs lucu buat yang pengen belajar fashion design.. di www.fashionclub.com lumayan ada ajaran2 dasar.. hehe.. yaa.. ngisi waktu liburan lah. hehehe....

jalan-jalan di Bandung!

senangnya punya blog dengan lay out baru.. huhuu bawaannya jadi pengen posting terus.. tapi bingung juga mu post apaan..

Tadi bis jalan-jalan.. huihui.. ke PH Regent.. katanya si disono murah.. tapi sebenernya gw ga merhatiin harganya.. yaiyalah, masa iya gw inget? kaya yang sering aja ke sono.. yaa tapi intinya.. kalo mesen pizza ukuran PPP itu lebih enak di Regent ternyata.. soalnya di sono tu topping pizzanya full, ga kaya di Dago.. pokonya surface roti yang tersisa cuma dikit deh.. jadi ya emang enakan makan PH di Regent..yummy!! lagipula, di Regent masi ada pitcher..

Abis dari sono, kita ke : Minaret Masjid Agung (bener ga ya namanya.. Masjid Agung???) Pas jalan ke Minaret itu, kita kudu muterin alun-alun dulu lewat otista.. soalnya jalan masuk ke "Parkir Luas dan Nyaman" di bawah alun-alun itu kudu lewat jl. Dalem Kaum. Jadi aja kita muter dulu.. tapi, kita ga belok ke Dalem Kaum dari Otistanya..kita beloknya di Kings. Soalnya kalo jalan lewat Dalem Kaum tu kudu bayar.. males dah! Oiya, di Otista ada toko "Singapur" yang sempet bikin si Nona Fe sensi.. huihui..Yasulahya..

Nah, pas kita di jalan Kings itu, kita uda ngeliat beragam makanan pinggir jalan a.k.a. makanan PKL yang menggiurkan.. huuu.. Dimulai dari melihat tulisan "Cendol Elizabeth", Bola Obi, Keripik Setan alias Pikset, sampe ngeliat yang aneh-aneh seperti Toko jeans "Paris Hilton" Hwahahaha.. Ini uda di luar konteks makanan, ya..Trus ya, pas di depan Toko jeans ajaib itu, ada Mbak lewat.. Uuuu dandannya, bo! Si Fe langsung merhatiin, "Gila, Emang-emang yang jualan di sana langsung pada ngeliatin, coba!" Hwaaa... pake celana putih, CD terlihatlahya.. dan pantat kemane-mane..--yyuu, penting banget ya bahas ini--

Yah, pokonya, saking banyak tontonan di sana, kita uda kaya di Taman Safari aja liat-liat ke luar jendela dengan berbagai macam tontonan.. tapi, ya.. bukan tontonan si, banyakan yang jualannya.. hehehe.. jualan kalung, tas, ampe sepatu.. seneng ngeliatnya.. untung juga si gw berada di balik pintu mobil.. kalo gw ada di situ.... Huuuu.. tergodalah eike.. --jangan, Jeng, jangan!--

Akhirnya setelah melewati crowd di sana, kita menuju "Parkir Luas dan Nyaman". Terus, kita naek de ke Minaretnya.. itu tu di tingkat 19!.. huihuihui.... tinggi, ya? Kita bayar perorang Rp 2.000,00. Kita naek ke sononya jelas pake lift.. Nah, pas pintu liftnya kebuka, ada satu Bapak yang mojok di bawah pencetan--tombol, maksudnya-- angka-angka. Gw pikir tu orang 'aneh' .. abisan dia mojok, duduk di kursi --note: ada kursi di dalam lift buat dia duduk-- sambil nunduk-nunduk.. Kan nunduk-nunduk itu perilaku yang cukup 'aneh', kan? makanya pertamanya gw aneh.. eh, ternyata sane juga.. dia lagi baca buku rupanya, dan dia tu petugas di liftnya ternyata.. gt..

Begitu sampe di atas.. hmm.. lante 19! Pertama kali tuh, yaa, langitnya biasa aja.. gw ma Fe sama-sama bawa kamera.. uuu.... terlihat segala sudut kota Bandung sampe ke horizonnya! Di sana kita moto-moto.. dan termasuk foto narsis berempat! Tentunya pake tangan Dicke yang panjang untuk memegang kamera gw.. hwahahaha.. lama-lama dia pegel juga rupanya.. kita ganti-ganti pose dan tempat.....menyenangkan!.. Sampe akhirnya si Upi mendapat ultimatum dari Egi.. Hwaaaa.. hahaha.. untung Egi ga tau blog gw yang ini.. hahah.. Jadilah kita cepet-cepet pulang setelah beberapa sesi foto narsis lagi..

Begitu turun, kita --again-- foto narsis dengan latar minaret.. ehehe.. pake tangan Dicke lagi! Ajaib tu tangan, panjang juga..

Abistu kita pulang de..nganter si Upi ke kosan, terus kita bertiga ngendon di kosan Dicke... transfer-copy foto.. dan lalala.. KITA BELAJAR! hwahaha.. kita ngulang-ngulang slide kuliahnya Pengantar Studio.. rajin bener, yaa! Malem minggu gituh.. kita malah belajar... yyuuu....
Sebenernya malem tu ada tawaran buat makan bubur dari anak-anak 2002 .. tapi kita males, soalnya mereka juga ngajakin ke alun-alun. Lah, kita kan baru dari sono tadi sore, yak! Jadilah kita memutuskan untuk OL sajaa.... tadinya si mu ke apotek dulu.. gw beli kapas, Fe beli obat... Oiya, fe bermasalah lagi perutnya.. lagi...

Sekarang, gw OL dari rumah, Dicke ma Fe OL dari Atheroz.. hmm.. laper ni, blom makan!

nu!

Yea, nu layout agaain... !

gossip

so, late at night chatting with my friend in jakarta through YM!.. what a very rare talk..

started from light gossip to a heavy talk with problems in urban life, like you could imagine. I just didn't expect to hear such thing..

i need to feel:

Weird.. knowing that I've spent my 4 days of a week holiday to chat--well, not chat exactly-- to 'discuss' about something so serious. very unlike holiday chit chat. where people supposed to be talking about life and gossip and stuff..

But at least now I have my holiday.. two days to go.. and then, start the whole routine again. meeting.. here and there.. getting ready for the big scale meeting at the weekend. Could you believe that? at the weekend...!

And now, big wind is blowing right outside my window. wow! okay, back to the topic again.. where was I?? oh, okay. about weekend. and so, I decided that I deserve to get a vacation.. trip to bali wouldn't be that bad.. my friend told me that the group wouldn't go unless there's a group of 40 people. with friends.. it'll be so fun.. I need to feel joy!

Oh, God! when am i going to say thank you??? I know I said it in every prayer. but still, do I really mean it?

I know I'm okay, but I feel empty. I don't know why.

at least for now I'm having myself a break, a holiday.

routine returns!

This routine is coming back. I don't know how..Maybe because I've been too tired of all works to do? But I guess I did quite a lot time to have fun too.. Guess they're in balance... But, what about my body? May be my body is weak??

So, wake up this mid night.. 01.20AM nothing to do... I used to chat with my friend at this strange time, but we haven't been talking a lot recently.. Guess that person's allready forgotten anyway. People tend to get busy with things and forgot to what they call "unimportant".. or was I important? it doesn't matter anyway.. as long as I'm happy with what that person has given me..I'm so glad.

Now I'm just too depressed to start cutting the papers and I'm so not in the mood of starting drawing..........